I found a website that will help me become exactly what I want to be. I know it's going to take some time and some elbow grease, but I found it. Most of what the stuff they had listed was a wardrobe intern and assistant, but that is were I have to start.
Scary thing is...I just sat there staring at the list, thinking "Okay, what am I suppose to do?" I know exactly what I'm suppose to do! Apply damn it! Send my resume! But there is some unknown force holding me back. Well, that force does have one name, and that is money. But it has a million other names too. I'm just too damn scared to leave my safe little world.
I'll never be as happy doing desk work as I would be doing wardrobe and costume work. I know that I just need to grow a pair!!
Hey Kiley,
You're right! You need to grow a pair. I grew a pair last weekend, and this week I interviewed for two directing jobs and sent out resumes for two others, as well as lined up 4 clients for a pilot program I am starting this fall bringing theatre and performance arts classes into licensed daycare homes. Not bad considering applying for the desk jobs was very uninspiring and not at all fruitful.